A week in peace a time fore thoughts

A weeks time passed since i wrote last perhaps even more then that really.
Its bin a calm time, with plenty time to reflect on the life in Venexia as it is. well almost calm. Had an encounter with Lord Verbal, right outside the tavern .. not the first and doubtfully the last ..  I seen on my family what sort of price an bad encounter with him can have, in blood, pain and tears. his time fore me it only cost me my Daggers, another chosen was there but chose not to interfere not that i blame him, I think Sir Verbal put fears into quite a few of the chosen as well with his ways. But either way .. I now had to go out and order two new daggers and pay fore them while awaiting fore them to be created and deliver i have to cut bread meat and sticky peasani fingers in my till with a small old dagger i found in the tavern. Sighs ..
the rest of the week gave me plenty of time to sit and think about all that has happened the past while with me and the other family leader.
the result of my thoughts is .. i am not interested in a war .. but i will not have trust in her agen.
Seems shes bin talking around the city with people about the situation. not sure what point such actions have fore her .. if she should talk with anyone i would say she should know were to find me ..
Instead i have people coming to me trying to mediate between us ..
I have no interest in this. my word fore them this fare is to stay out of it fore there own sakes, she knows were to find me .... and it will continue to be my words to them.


hugs
Juliet

Betrayal

One thought as a friend you do not support those who slander your friend or there family .. regardless
I was wrong .. seems taking in a stray who has a habit of slandering ones Friend and there Family is more of importance then to be true to a friendship .. so be it ..  to say I am not human be course I react to this is a contradiction to saying I should give give this person another chance be course we are humans .. Humans Fell I Fell it is the very essence of a feeling that makes us human, so is it hard to understand that feeling makes us as humans and Feelings dictates how we chose to react to a situation ?? Personally I think so its my believe. you might hold differently but respect me as a human to react to a breach of trust or to a so called friend choosing to support a person who is well aware what her action courses... and yet still continues to do so.

You got YOUR apology, good fore you .. you just seem to forget no apology was given to my family over what she chose to do the next day, instead you chose to open your arms.

Friendship is fragile you say .. your right it is
Don`t send other people to try and mediate, don`t think things ever becomes the same after trust is broken they don`t I am not one who trust easy .. and specially if people tell me one thing and dose another soon after.
a cup once broken newer becomes as it were even glued together ..  and you choosing to continue to support her ...  you made your choice

I am who I am ... I am loyal to my Family and my friends I don´t support people who wishes to slander them. I take a stance and stand up fore what I believe in .... Take it or leave it its who I am.
guess you chose to leave .. so be it ..

don`t complain to others about a choice you did ..

to those who chose differently ..  thank you ..

Juliet

another day Another renting

The times passes in the city some day`s better then others .. two members of my family has now bin Bitten illegally and yet no action from court .. seems the coven leaders are hesitant to confirm any reports or even investigate apart from a few. my last renting were fare from pleasant a noferai who rented not only me but  Roisin as well. He lead us to the docks and tied us up to a rack .. fore our safety he proclaims .. The norferarus of the city are not pleasant .. but when completely in there true nature even more unpleasant I swear I kept my eyes closed the hole time .. even during the pain of the even .. I could hear when he bit the other girl .. and I could feel the blood running from my leg after the bite.
but I survived she did as well .. fortunately but weak the first few days after I praise my self lucky that it is fare from all renting that are this unpleasant... she sighed but not all are this lucky.

I need some rest now .. will be back soon

Hugs Juliet.

Even a Borghesias blood can boil

sits down slightly irretated another peasani took the liberty to stuff her hands in my till while I was standing right next to her last night in the tavern .. she only got a few coins I knew it was almost empty .. all I can do is shake my head .. be course one day she will be set to trial fore it .. and although I might not get my coins back I know she will get what's coming fore her ..  I have a good hart most would say and ill welcome most with in the tavern or with my friendship .. but .. lately .. the pesanis is truly starting to think they are above us and the court it self, I heard one the other day in the yard of the court were we can train .. not only talking as if she was better then borghesia she spoke the same way to a chosen ..  to my suprice the chosen did nothing .. so no wonder they act like that .. you should almost think its a few selected pesanis running the city and not vampires as the vampires seems to act like they almost want to please the pesanis .. frowns lightly .. if anyone should get such treatment it should be us .. after all we ad least bid by there laws and court .. unfortunately it don`t stop there .. course they started to dress them up now .. you cant even be sure any more its on of our own status be course they dress up the street kids to look like us or even better ..  but they are not us and they newer will be until the day they take an oat and starts working fore court as us. Now .. this don`t mean I hate them all course I don`t  there is a hand full I would trust, that I would con sitter friends even if we are of different classes .. but they are true to who they are .. they don`t like the others pretend to be something they are not. and those I would do my best to help in anyway I can possible find. but even fore its limited what I can do. Now I was speaking with some of the family and seems I am not the only one who just abouth had it .. one day.. someone will end up pushed in the canal find there clothes destroyed by pain or perhaps .. witness us destroy it ..  but before hand I think perhaps .. we shall seek if its something we are able to do with out going agenst the court be course I have no wish to do so.
sorry fore my rent tonight .....

guess as some might say my blood boils

The night who came the night who passed

As most of you know a few nights ago the 11th. day in the first month of the year there were a arm wrestling night on the Green Dragon .. this was not the first of the kind and defentley not the last either.
while I could focus on all the rounds and parring of the night we chose not to.. Lord Doge ruled most of the event with his strong right arm .. and from the beginning there were tension in the air .. ad one point Sir Claud Leader of House of Cardinal challenged Lord Doge, it was an intense vibe in the air as people began there wagers on who would take on the fight .. but a moment of silence hit the room as Miss Annabell of House of Cardinal .. placed her coins on Mathias to win the match... It surpriced me she must not have much faith in her own leader...  or perhaps simply she was gifted with the knowledge that Mathias had the stronger arm .. the outcome of the 3 rounds were Mathias taking home the Victory and acceding in the contest only a few rounds later taking on the same Miss Annabella from the house of Cardinal.. seems though Sir Claud has more faith in her abilities as he lost his coins wagering on her to win ... it was a tight round But Mathias took home the victory .. in the end though Mathias lost to the ruling Champion .. Sir Cieco..  but the night did not end in silence .. words were thrown across the room and one who listened would pick up on Sir Claud re Challenging Lord Doge .. so I think there might be a future challenge there .. the interesting as you know is that they bout also chose to sponsor the even .. one throwing more coins in it then the next, i think something is the brewing but might be nothing .. Lord doge asked what sir Claud wanted fore the coins and offered more with a little twist to the condissions ..  but i think it will be alright still waiting to hear more of it .. but he will send notion .. Fore now I relax a little Gioia is hosting her celebration in the Green dragon. she will handle most of the celebration planning her self so I can focus some on the next party .. I think once in next month there should be another wager night after that or before perhaps something else.. allot of parties coming up in the next month of the winter .. so perhaps something completely different .. I will have to think. other then this .. the week thus fare bin quite silent one of the girls in the family got into some trouble trying to help the chosen .. why she would think to help them I don`t understand .. we are a nothing to them really ..just a meal .. why risk you life fore one who might kill you the next day .. sighs a little .. I hope she will not agen and take care of her self .. since the wager night I only seen Lord doge a few times with in the city I believe so quite peaceful on that side ... and not any more words from him about the wall.. so perhaps I am in a little luck and aside from the ultimatum with him or the Vordens I will not hear more fore it. Back to the family .. I wish to hold a gathering or something fore them only sooner then later was thinking if I could reach some of the sabbats coven leader to hear if they will help me with my plans .. I better safe some fore later to you all before this gets to loong. be well ..  another night will pass

Another day passes

And yet another day passes in the streets and canals of Venexia .. Today and yesterday was a somewhere silent day .. well more or less yesterday I was approached by Sir Claud of the House of Cardina. He had an offering to the even that Ali and I are hosting wensday in the tavern .. he wished to bring more coins to the price If I would mention his house name ad the event .. and after a bit of thought to it I agreed to it .. as fare as I am aware these was the only terms .. but you newer know with those Vampires so will see with time if it truly was all .. then today .. Lord doge heard some about it and chose to up the offering the coins sir Claud offered were 300... the coins Lord doge passed me was 500.. it is more then two weeks rent .. it will be a big price.. fore those of you who don`t know lord Doge he is the one who rule the coven House of Drakul. He is also one who recently took clam over me aside from the court... his terms fore the coins is and were a little different then sir Claud .. He wants more then his house name mentioned.. He wants .. well .. hmm .. best keep it to my self fore now ... but I accepted the terms under the word that I could not offer him more then possible of a Human ..  probably a fool to take it,  time will tell if it was clever but fore now the prices fore the even runs ad 1050 fore the winner it is quite an amount I must Admit .. Last time the wagers ran high as well even the poor Derais seemed to have borrowed enough coins to play along .. it will be joyous to see the tavern filled to the rim .. I hope the word got out about it to people .. so they will show as last time .. We need those nights here of pure entertainment .. if fore nothing else then lift the spirits and something else to think about fore a night I know its is a vital that we as Borghesia relax just as it is we eat right and keep fit .. I fear the stories I heard around the city about disappearing humans to be true .. free blood or not ..
Today I was rented to was the Lestad .. Sir Sacha .. its was a brief rental .. fortunly .. but he did not stop the bleeding I had to my self .. even if it was a soft bite I think it will there will be a bruise .. If they do not help close the wound .. how can we keep healthy with out risking to get sick from infections ?!
Enough of my rambling fore today .. I need to get out with the invites fore tomorrow .. and there are more days to share with you .. hopefully..


Juliet

First day

first day I writhe to you .. I am Juliet a young human in Venexia, the court have allowed me to manage the Green dragon Tavern in the city witch keep me quite busy ad times .. among that I also in the power of my work as court blood has taken to gather a small family of Borghesia, fore them i am there sister and there mama I relay on them just as they relay on me to keep us as safe as it is us posible and to help each other in time of need.
slowly the family grow and I see new faces brought to Venexia by diffrent paths and I see some who leaves us to cross over and become a part of the chosen to become those who hunt us sadly, other I seen leave us to become free blood fore all of the pesani and some to meet there final among the death. Its sad journey and stories I have seen most in my days in the city.
As the barkeeper I have the privilege to hear allot of stories true out the city some less truthful then others but newer the less stories to be told, and retold to the next who offers ears.. I see and hear more then most chosen might wish to acknowledge and even if I tend to speak my thought more then wise I also know when and what not to speak of.
I will offer all a warm smile as they enter my tavern and a ear to listen. regardless of the mood I might find my self in on the day. aside from the unpleasantness I have witness.. fore I wear a mask one not visible to the eye .. but one who make us all cable to survive .. I am not a naive human.. fore I know what takes place .. each time I hear the court call. I fear it might be the last .. each time I set my foot to the stone I fell someone watching me and know it might be the end.

So I bid you welcome to a little corner of my world..

Juliet lequie mama of Forte vita Borghesia and manager of The Green Dragon Taven